A few nights ago I had a very unsettling dream. Actually I have quite a few of those. In this dream I was alone with my children and had to find a new place to live. As I am searching for a new home, I notice I only have Mack and Sophia with me. Grace was not there. We look at several places always keeping in mind that we had special circumstances and needed accessibility. But Grace was not there.
I then realize that I have left Grace at home all alone. We get home and Grace is there. She's okay and has managed to work her way across the floor. Why did I leave her? Why was I looking for a new place to live?
I told a friend, who knows me really well, about this dream. She said that it included many of my fears...being alone and leaving Grace alone and not having anyone to care for her. What do you think? I hate these dreams.