Thursday, June 12, 2008

I'm Mad

I'm mad! I'm not JUST mad...I'm mad at God. I know, I know...I AM very blessed but it's not about me...it's about Grace. I have been thinking that I should be looking into dance or gymnastics classes for Mack and Sophie. I spend so much time researching therapies and things for Grace. I need to focus some on my other two children, who I love just as much. But how will Grace feel when she can't attend those classes. She's smart and she knows she's different but I can't stand to see her in emotional pain. Will she be?

I know probably I shouldn't be voicing this, but it's my blog and I get to say what I feel. God, how can you do this to Grace!

But, oh my soul, don’t be discouraged. Don’t be upset. Expect God to act! For I know that I shall again have plenty of reason to praise Him for all that He will do. He is my help! He is my God!” ~ Psalm 42:11




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AZ Chapman said...

I am sorry to hear that you are mad it is funney because I am mad at God at the moment too.

As far as grace goes why not she if they can to gymnastic with a one on one aid or a private lesson I had one of those when i was little. hope this helps

Anonymous said...

Hi, This is Janette, Kelly's mom from the CP group. Honey, my heart goes out to you. It is perfectly normal to be mad. I have been so angry with the whole situation, world, and God. I do not understand and cannot understand why this has to happen. I have also decided it is okay to be angry at times but I have to realize it only helps for a short while, do not let it get in your way of trying to enjoy and help Grace enjoy, whatever life can give you.
God Bless,
Janette

Tim, Amber & Caden said...

I work next door to Jackie Stephens and I just have to say your children are absolutely adorable and I think Jackie is as proud as you are of them! They are truly a gift from God and I enjoy reading about them.

Patyrish said...

I understand your feelings and your heart more than I want too.

I have been mad at God many times since sweet Makily was born. It's a struggle to keep the faith with the lives we live and the uncertainty thrown at us.....in the end my faith is always stronger though.