I'm mad! I'm not JUST mad...I'm mad at God. I know, I know...I AM very blessed but it's not about me...it's about Grace. I have been thinking that I should be looking into dance or gymnastics classes for Mack and Sophie. I spend so much time researching therapies and things for Grace. I need to focus some on my other two children, who I love just as much. But how will Grace feel when she can't attend those classes. She's smart and she knows she's different but I can't stand to see her in emotional pain. Will she be?
I know probably I shouldn't be voicing this, but it's my blog and I get to say what I feel.
God, how can you do this to Grace!But, oh my soul, don’t be discouraged. Don’t be upset. Expect God to act! For I know that I shall again have plenty of reason to praise Him for all that He will do. He is my help! He is my God!” ~ Psalm 42:11
6 comments:
I am sorry to hear that you are mad it is funney because I am mad at God at the moment too.
As far as grace goes why not she if they can to gymnastic with a one on one aid or a private lesson I had one of those when i was little. hope this helps
Hi, This is Janette, Kelly's mom from the CP group. Honey, my heart goes out to you. It is perfectly normal to be mad. I have been so angry with the whole situation, world, and God. I do not understand and cannot understand why this has to happen. I have also decided it is okay to be angry at times but I have to realize it only helps for a short while, do not let it get in your way of trying to enjoy and help Grace enjoy, whatever life can give you.
God Bless,
Janette
I work next door to Jackie Stephens and I just have to say your children are absolutely adorable and I think Jackie is as proud as you are of them! They are truly a gift from God and I enjoy reading about them.
I understand your feelings and your heart more than I want too.
I have been mad at God many times since sweet Makily was born. It's a struggle to keep the faith with the lives we live and the uncertainty thrown at us.....in the end my faith is always stronger though.
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